May 2012
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It’s been nine months. Some days I do okay and other days, like the last several I miss you. I don’t know why. I guess it’s a habit. i thought about you for twenty years and for twenty years I believed that someday we would be together again. I don’t know if I understand why you did things the way you did but I think I am trying to understand why you did it.
You hurt me...
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Bill has been sick and home from work for a week now. He is finally feeling better and should be back to work on Friday. I saw Kaleb for about fifteen minutes on Tuesday. He looked so good. He had just come from work. I saw him at around ten and he had been at work since 5am. He loves working and should be picking up a second job in about two weeks. In September he is going to ride in the junior...
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I have been having some great days. I get up every morning and get dressed. Straighten the house, water the plants and open the curtains. The house looks awesome. The backyard is really coming together. Kelly is driving me crazy because he will be 18 in less then six months and he won’t get a job. Kaleb has not called in a couple of weeks but I am still doing good.
However, today I have...
April 2012
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Having some good days lately. I started new meds like two days ago but I have been feeling really good for about a week now. My house looks awesome. Probably the best it has looked since we moved in almost four years ago. My parents even came by for a few minutes today. Also, I have been working on the backyard and we built a fire ring a couple of days ago and I bought a table with chairs at a...
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Well turns out I didn’t loose my job and I have until August to go back. That’s a good thing. Now I just need to decide if I want to go back. Kelly doesn’t want me to, Bill doesn’t want me to and I don’t want to but the bill collector’s want me to. Hmm, we will see.
Getting ready to dye Easter egg’s with the kids. I think I have nine again today but who...
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Had a productive day. Cleaned the kitchen and got some other things done. Lonely tonight and my head is in all kinds of places I don’t want it to be. Listening to music and playing games to try to put my mind somewhere else.
No extra kids tonight just my oldest. I haven’t heard from Kaleb in a several days. Wonder if he remembers he has a mom, lol. Hope he is doing ok.
Trying to...
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“There will be a day with no more tears
No more pain, no more fears
There will...”
– Jeremy Camp
There Will Be A Day
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